Friday, October 5, 2012

Still Going


After no weight loss for way too long, the scale is slowly starting to move again.  I’ve lost three more pounds since the “plateau”.  Probably the most difficult part of being on a plateau (besides the emotional aspect of it), is staying on track eating-wise when you see no result.  I can’t say I did very well with that.  More cheats happened in the last two months, than in the whole seven months before that!  But now that the scale is moving again, however slowly, it is definitely motivating me to be more diligent (again) with my food choices.  On the upside of being on plateau, it gives you a whole new perspective on “only” losing one pound a week.  I was never so excited to see a minus 1 result on the scale as I was that day.  I was simply ecstatic.  And now I’m just grateful for anything, anything, less than it was the week before.

Running continues to be the main part of my workout plan.  I run 4 days a week and go to the gym 2 days.  I went back and reread my posts about running at the beginning of the year.  I really, truly, honestly hated it.  It was strictly to help the weight come off.  My plan was that I’d stop when I hit my weight goal.   But that has changed.  Radically.  I. Love. Running.  Somewhere between the first 5K (in March) and now, I truly began to enjoy running.  I look forward to my run days.  I even occasionally sneak in a 5th run on my “rest day” under the guise of “it’ll just be a relaxing, slow, recreational run.”  If you would have told me seven months ago I would ever use the word “recreational” and “run” in the same sentence, I would have never believed you.  It is amazing to me how much my attitude toward this single activity has completely changed.  And I am convinced it is what is helping me lose the weight.

You may be like the way I was when I started this whole journey, i.e. hating working out.  I didn’t do anything for the first six weeks I started the diet.  When I did start, it was with much grumbling and complaining and lack of a whole lot of effort at first.  The encouragement is that your attitude may end up changing.  I know you don’t believe me, even as you read this.  I wouldn’t have either.  But I can testify that by sticking to a workout plan (whether it’s running, swimming, biking, cross-fit, lifting…whatever), and slowly seeing results from that plan, and pushing through the times when you absolutely hate what you’re doing but know you need to do it anyway,  your attitude toward that very hated activity may begin to change.  Not overnight, and not anytime soon.  But if it happens for you , as it did for me, one day you’ll look behind and be totally shocked by the change.

While it’s clear to me that I won’t make my goal of hitting my desired weight  in a year, I am still committed and encouraged, and despite not blogging much, still very much see myself on a journey.  Like everything else in life, it has ups and downs and long stretches of nothing exciting.  And through it all, I just keep going.